Department Event: Laurus

My second department event that I attended was the Laurus launch party. Laurus is the undergraduate student literary magazine. Students can submit their original art, poetry, or prose to be published within the magazine. The board of editors then select works from the pool of entries to be included within the magazine. This year, there were 31 contributors to Laurus, ranging from prose that extends for more than ten pages, to poetry that is no more than a few lines.

I was nervous going to the event because I thought it was going to be a small group of people where everyone knew everyone. But as I was walking up the steps to Bailey Library, I could hear the conversations spilling out of the room, which was obviously packed. By the time I got there, the pizza was gone (of course), and someone was headed out to buy more. Contributors to the magazine get a free copy, so I went to the front of the room to grab it, gently pushing through people to get there, trying to be polite. One of the editors handed me a copy with a hot pink sticky note pasted on the front which had “Dani Bischoff” written in neat handwriting. I smiled and took a seat, waiting for the actual event to begin.

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Although the event officially started at 6:30, there was no formal announcements until about seven. At that point, the faculty advisor for the magazine, Dr. Michael Page, went to the front to begin handing out the awards for best prose, best poem, and best art. He handed out the awards, shaking each winner’s hand, clearly proud of everyone that got published. After the awards were handed out, they opened the floor for people to read their own works. Only about five people ended up reading their works, but those that did were clearly talented speakers. It was incredibly moving to hear poets read their own work, emotion flowing out of every syllable that leaves their mouth. Once everyone that had wanted to read their work finished, the event ended, and everyone left.
I really enjoyed going to this event. I wasn’t expecting to like it so much, because in my mind it was going to just be a little get together for a tiny university magazine. But hearing those talented writers and poets read, and listening to the cadence of their voice as it flowed over the work, was truly inspiring. It made me want to go home, sit down, and just start writing, letting the words flow out of me. Before submitting, I hadn’t heard much about Laurus or what they were. But now, Laurus is going to be something that I seek out every year, whether that means trying to get published, or just purchasing a copy and reading other student’s work.

Sources:

http://www.unl.edu/english/laurus

http://www.unl.edu/english/michael-page

A Little Life

A Little Life, by Hanya Yanagihara, is one of the most depressing books you’ll ever read. It centers around four men, and it follows them as they chase their dreams in New York. JB wants to be a famous painter, Malcolm wants to own his own architecture firm, Willem dreams of being a famous actor. The final member of the quartet, Jude, is the central character of the story and a lawyer. His initial depictions are mysterious, with both his friends within the novel, and us, as readers, not knowing why he has a limp, or much of anything about his past.492352612-author-hanya-yanagihara-poses-for-a-photograph-at-a-crop-promo-xlarge2

Eventually, we get more information about Jude. We learn that he was severely abused as a child, both physically and sexually, and forced into prostitution. Jude is unable to escape the trauma of his past, and uses self harm as a way to cope. As the novel progresses, so does Jude’s mutilation of his own body, with the cuts becoming worse and worse. At one point, Yanagihara states that Jude “long ago ran out of blank skin on his forearms, and he now recuts over old cuts” (Yanagihara). Her descriptions of his body, both of what Jude does to himself, and what others have done to him, are horrifying

Trauma is a central theme to this story, which is part of the reason why it was so difficult to read. Much like the reviewer from the Atlantic, I couldn’t read large portions of the book in one sitting because it was so upsetting. There was gruesome event after gruesome event, and every respite into something nice was quickly followed by another horrible retelling of a tragedy. Even at the end, when all the members of the group have seemingly been successful in their respective careers, we don’t get to bask in the glory of the moment for long.

22822858The ending of the novel should have been expected, but I was still shocked. Some little part of me was holding out hope that maybe everything would be okay, and that they could all live happily together, even after all the things they’ve been through. But of course, I was wrong. Most of the characters die, and those that don’t are haunted by the memories of those that did.

Yanagihara leaves the readers reeling at the end. It’s over 700 pages of sorrow, and there’s nothing at the end to make it all worth it. Would I read it again? Not a chance. Do I think that there’s something to be learned from this novel? Absolutely. It told the story that is seldom told, bringing attention to struggles that many people go through in our world, but are often ignored. Jude could’ve been anyone; he was a victim of circumstance, with trauma after trauma piled onto him by outside sources. A Little Life is many things, but I think most of all, it’s a book about humanity. It’s tragic, it’s heartbreaking, it’s life.

(Format was based on the review by the Atlantic)

Sources:

https://www.theatlantic.com/entertainment/archive/2015/09/a-little-life-hanya-yanagihara-man-booker-2015-shortlist/405385/

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Mission Statement

“Nothing great in the world has ever been accomplished without passion”

– Georg Wilhelm Friedrich Hegel

As with many college students, my goals in life are hard to pin down, and my desires for my future change with every few changes of the season. Although I’m not sure what exact career path I want to follow, or what specific goals I want to achieve, the core values that make me who I am will not change. When it comes to school, and just life in general, a passion for learning is what motivates me. I value hard work and dedication in everything, not just the things that are graded. Some people just want to coast through life and classes, but living like that seems superficial and unsatisfying, and I’ve been trying to find ways to incorporate passion in everything that I do, and in every class that I take.

I’ve always been a reader, and it influences the way I behave as a student. Since I was a child, I would devour novels, and stories, and articles. I was enamored with the idea of worlds different from my own, and the people that lived there. I felt for the fictional characters, wanted to know about their desires, what drives them, the struggles that they go through, their relationships with other characters. This obsession with literature and books has influenced the way I view the world. Everyone has their own story to tell, and it’s important to listen to voices that may have been silenced in the past. This has made me more open to listening to other people’s struggles, and has led me to seek out these stories in the real world.

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This passion for hearing stories and my desire for a sense of purpose has led me to major in the humanities. Jobs like scientists and engineers are important, but they don’t typically inspire deep thought about the world. When studying the humanities, empathy is a large part of the learning process. The humanities, English included, value input from multiple sources, and seek out stories of marginalized or minority groups, with the intention of sharing these experiences and learning from them. By learning about these diverse people, who have lives and stories just like us, we are able to look for solutions to the different problems that humanity faces.

UNL’s English mission statement ends with “we are committed to educating our students in this art of imaginative reasoning so that they can become well-informed and caring actors in an increasingly diverse environment”. This really speaks to my views on the role of education, and the reason I chose to major in the humanities. Our world is diverse, and in order to understand how it works, we must be able to think critically and imaginatively about the world and its inhabitants. My goal is to be continually seeking out new stories and experiences, and learn from them. By doing this, I can work towards creating a better future not just for myself, but for everyone.

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Even long after I graduate, learning will be part of my life. No matter what I do, new experiences and events will arise, and they will require me to adapt my actions to fit the situation and create new ways of thinking. My goal is to be open to these new experiences, and actively seek them out; I don’t want to be stuck doing the same thing day in and day out. But because I have such a passion for learning, and a drive to experience new things, I know that even if I end up in a cubicle in an office, I can create my own meaning in life. The fire that lives within me will not be extinguished, and I will do everything in my power to stoke the flames.

Sources:

https://www.google.com/url?sa=i&rct=j&q=&esrc=s&source=images&cd=&ved=0ahUKEwjy-orSwK_TAhVKzIMKHf8HBd8QjRwIBw&url=https%3A%2F%2Fgropingforthoughts.wordpress.com%2F2013%2F12%2F30%2Fthe-importance-of-developing-a-rich-imagination-when-reading-the-bible%2F&psig=AFQjCNFcF-lAs4YnaFDqUwhF9gPM-94K0g&ust=1492656366004276&cad=rja

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http://www.unl.edu/english/mission-statement